amedeah's Diaryland Diary

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News...

Wow... so the past month has been pretty hard.
If you haven't read the past few entries, one of my best friends killed himself, and the week before that me and T* had broken up.
The first 2 weeks after all of this happened were pretty hard, I was still working all three jobs, and it was midterms time, which actually was good... it allowed me to focus on other things and keep on moving.
Things are better now, although I do think that I've pushed to the bottom of my being the sadness that I feel for my friend who died. Which isn't good in itself, but after the first night that I learned about his death I haven't been able to cry. I hope it'll come later.
I've decided to get a tattoo in his memory. A tattoo of a red crow on my inner hip. We'll see if I can find a good artist to do this... so far I haven't had much luck.
Other than that, the first midterm that I got back this semester was an A, I was so happy. So school is going pretty well so far. I need to focus a bit more on my online class, but other than that, things are doing well.
T* and I are also doing well. Although you'd think that by living together after a breakup things would be tense, after the initial "mad" period, things have gotten much much better, and we're both very happy to have each other around, as friends. So that's a nice development.
I'm planning on moving to LA this summer... hoping that I'll be accepted to UCLA in the Psychology program. We'll see how that goes in another 2 or 3 months.
Anyways, that's pretty much it with the news...

10:07 a.m. - 2007-02-28

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